Just a place holder...

This is going to be my random shit talking blog.  A way to vent I haven't utilized in years.  I'll have to purge and lock this down when I'm I have the time.  I am NOT lacking in ideas to write about!

Amongst all the blogs I'm on.  So here's something random just for LJ.

 

HighRol NP: i think.... i really need to start thinking about what i want to do... sometimes i think i'm just distracting myself, and sometimes i think i'm scared...
Lily92182: exactly. i feel like u want something or u dont want something, and u use all this stuff to "distract" urself from doing what u should or want to do

That's from a conversation I had back in 2002. 

I've been frustrated lately, but have been able to channel that energy into being productive but at 3am in this large building all alone with the lights down low... demotivation hit.

I went on a nostalgic tangent as a distraction and found the above quote.  I'm at a point in my life where I my self understanding and sense of idenity is at its strongest.  I've also outdone all of the intangible goals my previous self has set for me. 

Physically I don't appear to have changed much at all and that's what upsets me the most.

No matter what time I sleep I wake up at 4am.  Or I can stay up past 4am and sleep for 12 hours.  Weird.  I'm chalking this up to switching from a 4am baking schedule to a go home at 2am night librarian schedule.  That and having endured 9pm to 7am shifts about two weeks ago doesn't help.  It's just strange going to sleep and then having this sudden burst of awakeness at 4am.  Maybe I'll be able to sleep at 5am.  Who knows!

Here at USD they call the Hill Reading Room the Harry Potter Room.  You can't tell too much by this overhead shot but all the wood furniture does look like right out of a Harry Potter set!

This got me thinking about the libraries of the big 3 universites...

more here!

I write about one of the tools I use to track my network here:


http://richandcreamytheblog.blogspot.com/

As Melodie pointed out earlier you can google rich and creamy and I'm result number 1!!!!

Go do it!  You can see all the recipes I beat like hot chocolate and fruit smoothies.
When people look at me funny when I say Rich and Creamy you can't deny I stole the name from food advertisers.

Some how I need to get  www.berichandcreamy.com and  http://richandcreamytheblog.blogspot.com/  right there with my myspace profile.

 

2007 The Mirror Year   It's funny how at the end of 2006 I ended up doing the exact opposite of everything I had planned.  It turned out to work better that way staying in the country, going back to school, and not going into semi-retirement. I'm going to do some over the top blog over viewing the year.  There are many moments that I'll carry around till the next centuary, and many lessons too.  I must say that before and after july 4th the year was  an exact inverse of each half.  The ups and downs, even the money I was making was reflected. I never had a year where I can look back and appreciate every hardship and struggle till 2007.  2008 is also the year I'm looking forward to with the most optimisim.  Such a unique time in my life <3   In other news my website is up! www.berichandcreamy.com and the company blog! http://richandcreamytheblog.blogspot.com/     7 years till I had an online presence that I'm happy with.  7 damn years!